Strange-ness?

Well, I thought that i could like, just type out what i'm thinking so, yeah it's what I'm doing right now. I'm liking this band called 'melody fall' which is not like an english/american band, i think it's italian or spanish, *oops* i don't understand what they're rocking about but the rhythm or something is really nice. Music eases the mind, i think. Does it really matter if I'm not hooked to anyone? I mean, i see my best friends hanging out with their bfs and like... i don't know, it's like they're telling me i should get a boyfriend or something, but just you know, no matter how hot or cool that person it, if i don't have that kinda feeling, it just doesn't work, unlike some. i mean flings are... okay, i mean it's a way to get to know someone better? i don't know but, it's like no matter how perfect someone is, their flaws reveals eventually, and you know, some... are just fucked ups. so... yeah, i guess i'm not the 'anything goes' kinda person, so it's no surprise i'm still single for like... 2 months? 3 months? i don't count the days, so...about that long.

Next thing, i have natural curls/wave, and it's like divulging/revealing, and you know what, since it's still the holidays, why not just bear with it and you know, do a little temporary curls with the iron rollers thingy or whatever its called, and just go with it, blend it in. rather than getting chemicalized *i don't think that word exist*.

I miss baking... More like i miss my oven, i need an oven! the old one is a bit retarded. i mean shall i call it half spoiled? anyways it's called "i don't want it no more". cause a shitty oven's gonna produce shitty stuff. so yeah... i want a new oven... i miss making cookies, cupcakes, and every other stuff...

p.s. - i'm gonna stop a while, relating the "Zombies & A Pair of Blue Eyes", cause what's the point writing when i'm reading another book? Wouldn't it be like stealing ideas? well no, but something like copying or somethin, anyways it will just spoil the whole thing. so yeah.

*closes webpage*

xoxo