NYC on my mind

Let's see.. My mind's filled with nothing but Parson's, East Village, Alexander Wang, um.. and the need of cash, and the big apple aka NYC aka NEW YORK CITY. Nothing else seems to stay long enough in my mind currently, i mean besides all that I've mentioned. I haven't really got the cash, just almost like, half of it, but mom's kind of like sponsoring some, so that's kinda nice of her *surprisingly. When the time comes, I'm gonna ask dad to sponsor the airplane tickets, and hopefully part of the rental fees. AND THE FACT THAT THE US DOLLAR become some how more "valuable" as in the currency is like 1 US dollar : RM 3.6 . , makes me so frustrated! It's like, in a marathon, you see the finishing line!!!! and then!! some fag!! change the finishing line wayyyy.. further!!... BUT. I'm not gonna give up like this. I've set my goal, time to achieve it, whether my results turn up to be failure or success, the process of it makes it all worth while, but i personally, definitely wants SUCCESS, who doesn't want that? Nobody, so that makes my point.

P.S. - whatever "you" do won't make me suffer the state of being "emotionally broken down" or stuff like that, because I have objectives and that's all I will ever think of right now, so sorry if you tried to like.. make me feel shitty or stuff cause you definitely failed. =)

XOXO