hmmm.. stupid arshhholishtic clownfish. just say "i dun wanna b frens with u anymore" is waayy better than ignorance and surprises outta a sudden then ignorance.. damn..damn..damned.

p.s.- nothing.

hmm.. i hate clownfish.

he only calls me when he's bored shitless,
but for i who's dumb i couldn't care less,
and he ignores and disappears when he's with her,
but in my reality there's way no other,
i doesn't understand the puzzle he's making,
and all the non-advantages he's taking,
is he having his revengeance for last summer,
when i was having all the sweet times shimmer,
now he's leaving me hopeless and mindless,
lying on this cement ground useless,
i can't forget and i can't cry,
all i have is thoughts and how i try,
and the lies and bullshit he said,
and bits of the phonebills he had paid,
that's all he had ever sacrificed,
to prevent him self from getting bored,
this is all i have to say,
and miseries i have to pay.

p.s. - it explains all.

i'm a korean drama junkie!.. so addicted to "princess hours". kills time, and entertaining. hmm.. i don't think i shud contact clownfish so frequent.. it makes me umm.. i cant bliv im sayin this, but,.. like him again??.. gawsshh!... hmph!.. this kinda feelings suck!.. he's with or whtver something wit "cantonese buns" anyway!.. hmph!.. hw stupid of me, if this continues, i'll be the one who'll get hurt!!.. i shudn't do this.. ish!.. but it's like, i can't stop now.. hmmm.. but.. why does he contacts a "fat-ass bitch" like me all of a suddenn.. he's weird!! he wans his revengeance bcos i broke up wit him??.. that's so evil!!!.. hmmph!... next, shit!!.. stupid jerk, brainless lamer, stupid ass, faggot, asked me out on saturday, noooooo~~ and... and.. wht shud i do man!>.<" plus it's qbay! i was gonna go there wit henry and mayb sha & lene!.. ohhh maaaannnnn... ! *sighss.. my life is complicated!!.. hmmm... my alter ego, = elizabeth bennet. im writing a story bout me from 2006. with slight editionss.. this is one reason i cant let clownfish read, when he requested the other day, cos most of it, it's about hiim.. danng!!.. why am i so stuck! stuck on him?!! yikes!.. stupid clowfish!! stupid stupid clowfish!!..
p.s. - hmmmmm.. complicating complications of my complicated life.

*sighs. that clownfish. that stupid stupid clownfish. ish!.. why did he not text me today hmmm?.. is it because i was so into the "revengeance" that probably he wouldn't wanna help me with it, =/ or maybe it's about that stupid "roti in cantonese".hmmm.. i'll jz hav to get over him either ways.. it's been almost a yr ='( but it's unchangeable . and i hate that..

p.s. - at least "shitbrains" called =/ but that doesn't rilly helped, i made up an excuse to hang up though.. sighh.. stupid clownfish, i jz couldn't gt ovr!! ='(

friends~~! oh yeah. contented bout that. i so like it this way. =)
gonna kill that mothafcka anytime now!.. disgusting!..urghhh!

*yawns. it's exactly 1 am. dang!.. feeling moody, explanation nt needed =(
stupid stupid last summers!.. =[ gawddd..

=[ I MAKE HORRIFYING cupcakes!!.. and i hate it, and i'll try to make better ones!