hush - hush. DIVULGED.

hmm.. i hate clownfish.

he only calls me when he's bored shitless,
but for i who's dumb i couldn't care less,
and he ignores and disappears when he's with her,
but in my reality there's way no other,
i doesn't understand the puzzle he's making,
and all the non-advantages he's taking,
is he having his revengeance for last summer,
when i was having all the sweet times shimmer,
now he's leaving me hopeless and mindless,
lying on this cement ground useless,
i can't forget and i can't cry,
all i have is thoughts and how i try,
and the lies and bullshit he said,
and bits of the phonebills he had paid,
that's all he had ever sacrificed,
to prevent him self from getting bored,
this is all i have to say,
and miseries i have to pay.

p.s. - it explains all.