thoughts of nothings

shit 1.

is it possible that history repeats itself??.. and is it possible to ditch that specific history??..
well.. hate <<>

shit 2.

simple little flirtatious words of lies might be blinded by another and reacts as feelings ; adoration . thats complete shit, a crime literally and socially .

NOTE :

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xoxo

LMAO!

HS = not a bestfriend anymore. yeeahh...

p.s. - hahaha.. which is funny.. yeah... i think i hate him.. in some way without any reasons

legally hanging out .

i hanged out with my bestfriend HS . =D
and of course Lene & others.

enough said. tee-hee.

got nothing else to write about. not much thoughts.
lost my simcard! and left my skateboard in HS's car . damn. hahaha.

p.s. - well contented. i think?

XOXO

monday blues

3.15am

whoa. sha came over in the morning while i was asleep. she woke me up anyways. she went away in a minute. anyways by summarizing the story, she got away with a dirty little act. *rolls eyes.
i called in sick for kh class. oh gawd. thats because i slept at 4 sumthing. however i felt the guilt.
nothing much to say today.

p.s. - hopefully the hols would be interesting. as far as i know. tomorrow's the day i've gotta finish all the shitty chores. urgghh..

(a huge huge one) XOXO

7.06pm

fucking bored. stuck at home. fucking chores. still undone.

things i've never tried but wanna try . ?

- go to the skatepark late night. like really late.

- go on a roadtrip

- and some others i cudnt think of right now. .

no more xoxos . hate my mood now.

changing times

he's my best friend but was my ex boyfriend. but a best friend is who he should actually be, and always meant to be. haha. see changing parts wasnt so bad. sometimes you just gotta take a risk cause its worth it.
went to gurney today. cleared my thoughts after a half and hour drive with unknown loud music. pretty awesome. but im nervous about tomorrow!! gonna meet some new peeps and some old peeps. but. gawd. i wish im admitted to the hospital so i dont needa go, im way to excited.

p.s. - cultures varies? i dont think so. more of people & personality varies.

xoxo

finally something sane.

12.49am.

*laughs sinfully. finally. finally something that feels like me. so the thing was. i asked my exboyfriend out. wow. so lame ish. and then. before that some weird rich brat asked me out. i thought my saturday would be ruined by him. butbutbut!!!... woohoo *flings bra virtually reaction. my ex boyfriend accepted my invitation. wallah! i hope he makes my saturday less lame. been stuck in the house for whole 5 damned days already. needa go out!!.. its so fucking bored!.. oh yeah. feeling ecstatic. hopefully it wudnt be a lame saturday. hopefully!!.. haha.

p.s. - i hope he's not hooked. or else i'd be going emo for being a bitch later on!!.. but he didnt mention so im not making a crime.