Spillage

Lady GaGa- Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) [music playing at the moment]

Okay I wasn't soooooo... honest. This is like the, surrender & i suck, i'm shit, im all that fuck version.


You're a loser, but you're stuck on my mind, which actually sucks & which makes me a bigger loser. Tearing my heart apart til veins and capillaries tangles up and froze in silence is probably you're main intention, and yeah! heck yeah you accomplished. you're probably the most unforgettable lad i've ever date, but though i you know, urm, you just know it ok, i *fill in the blanks* you, but i've never thought of ever dating you again, but whenever you date someone (usually when they're not that hot), i don't feel so good.. well WHATEVER, the word you hate most.

Forget Not Regret

it's time to forget
the one that i once adore
you've found your little pet
with all that petty fame (definitely not pretty fame)
i've known since the beginning
and this is not a game
so you're totally not winning
you're just plain lame now
wearing the pants doesn't make you cool
but neither a silly cow
though indeed an awkward fool
i'll admit i fell into that trap
of you sweet little talk
but what's behind are all crap
like the fictitious jack and the bean stalk (meaning fantasy)

- elizabeth bennet <3









Hah, it seems like my predictions were right all along. There was a bitch behind the scenes of your little sweet flirtatious words. That is so gay. I hate to be lied to! Fuck you bastard. Yes, i wished you could read this, but that'll be just odd. You tell your fucking friends that I make no sense to you ( & they helped you by presenting you a bitch [i didn't know people who do these shit are called friends] ) but you are fucking dense, you actually widget-fy me and your fucking little pet, & you tell me to make a decision to keep you or not, and when i gave you an answer between the lines, you deleted me from your little widgety screen. How fucking retarded is that?? And fuck yeah, I totally knew you had this kinda lame thing on your mind, which is one of my fucking intelligent reason to not ever, ever, hook up with you! Ewh! The thought of you totally make me sick! You're a cavity! I have my panadols (little shags that kills boredom!), now all I need is a toothbrush?? Whatever. You can fucking shag whoever you fucking want, cause honestly, I don't care at all! You're so fucking gay!! Ewwhhhhh!! Feelings are not for playing, if thats what you and your little brainless whores refer to! There's no good thing about you! Like, first of all you suck, second, you suck even more, third you're like a fucking asshole dipped into shit!! Or whatever! Ewwh! You make my eye sore when I look at you, and i get migranes when my brain thinks like, "oh em gee, its you!" !! My fucking point is that I really really FUCKING HATE YOU!! Urghh!! You totally, absolutely make me sick!! I am totally OUT OF WORDS!

FUCK YOU.

Thoughts of mine

you're a joke that's not funny
you're coffee that taste sour
you're panadols that expired
you're vodka that feels like water
you're sex that feels like anesthetic was taken

you're full of lies that blind some minds but mine ain't one of them
you're just a fucked up who's like ass but a whore magnet

yeah. you suck.

I FUCKING HATE YOU.

CLANDESTINE

Toothache

current music playlist ;)

- skye sweetnam - i don't really like you
- lady gaga - 'eh,eh' nothing else i can say
- miley cyrus - 7 things
- jonas brothers - lovebug
- hayden panettiere - your new girlfriend

("gahhh.. whatevers!")







you left me speechless*

xoxo

Imma back.

Back from KL a few hours ago.
Guess you already know that I rotted myself in KL last weekend.


LADY GAGA - i like it rough

Your love is nothing I can't fight
Can't sleep with the man
Who dims my shine

I'm in the bedroom with tissues and when-
I know you're outside banging but I won't let you in
'Cause it's a hard life, with love in the world
And now my hard girl lovin' is like chewing on pearls

You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough
You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough

Won't go without my fix tonight
It's a little too rough
Prom girl wipes her tears with silver lines
And she can't get enough

I'm in the bedroom with tissues and when-
I know you're outside banging but I won't let you in
'Cause it's a hard life, with love in the world
And now my hard girl lovin' is like straightening curls

You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough
You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough

Shiny and I know it
Don't know why you wanna blow it
Need a man who likes it rough
Likes it rough, likes it rough


Shiny and I know it
Don't know why you wanna blow it
Need a man who likes it rough
Likes it rough, likes it rough


Is it 'cause you don't mean it?
Or because I don't feel it?
Yes it's rough
Is it 'cause you don't mean it?
Or because I don't feel it?
Yes it's rough


You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough
You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough

You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough
You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough


Anyways..

that emofag didn't reply my email. what was that about??!
i was curious til' i suffered from disappointed.

p.s. - i still likey. so. imma gonna have to wait a lil while longer, if it doesn't works,then i guess it's gonna be change of plans. though, i dont plan on wasting my time trying, i'll see how it goes.

xoxo

Sudden Change.

This morning, I thought everything was okay until...

Dad came in my room and shut the airconditioner. I asked him nicely to turn it back on. He walked right out and totally ignored me. I screamed under my blanket and broke into tears. Because I got totally annoyed of him since yesterday. Mom came in and ask what's up, I told her I hate dad, he's not my dad. She went speechless for a moment, and she fucking sided him, she said that he's a bit not himself at the moment because he has some financial issues with some stuff. I can't believe even he fell into the world money crisis shit that everyone's talking about. Fuck all that, he fucking ruin my day, and upcoming days. & nevertheless, why the fuck does he get to go emo and make my day shitty??!