Imma back.

Back from KL a few hours ago.
Guess you already know that I rotted myself in KL last weekend.


LADY GAGA - i like it rough

Your love is nothing I can't fight
Can't sleep with the man
Who dims my shine

I'm in the bedroom with tissues and when-
I know you're outside banging but I won't let you in
'Cause it's a hard life, with love in the world
And now my hard girl lovin' is like chewing on pearls

You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough
You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough

Won't go without my fix tonight
It's a little too rough
Prom girl wipes her tears with silver lines
And she can't get enough

I'm in the bedroom with tissues and when-
I know you're outside banging but I won't let you in
'Cause it's a hard life, with love in the world
And now my hard girl lovin' is like straightening curls

You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough
You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough

Shiny and I know it
Don't know why you wanna blow it
Need a man who likes it rough
Likes it rough, likes it rough


Shiny and I know it
Don't know why you wanna blow it
Need a man who likes it rough
Likes it rough, likes it rough


Is it 'cause you don't mean it?
Or because I don't feel it?
Yes it's rough
Is it 'cause you don't mean it?
Or because I don't feel it?
Yes it's rough


You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough
You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough

You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough
You got me wondering why I
I like it rough, I-I like it rough, I-I like it rough


Anyways..

that emofag didn't reply my email. what was that about??!
i was curious til' i suffered from disappointed.

p.s. - i still likey. so. imma gonna have to wait a lil while longer, if it doesn't works,then i guess it's gonna be change of plans. though, i dont plan on wasting my time trying, i'll see how it goes.

xoxo

Sudden Change.

This morning, I thought everything was okay until...

Dad came in my room and shut the airconditioner. I asked him nicely to turn it back on. He walked right out and totally ignored me. I screamed under my blanket and broke into tears. Because I got totally annoyed of him since yesterday. Mom came in and ask what's up, I told her I hate dad, he's not my dad. She went speechless for a moment, and she fucking sided him, she said that he's a bit not himself at the moment because he has some financial issues with some stuff. I can't believe even he fell into the world money crisis shit that everyone's talking about. Fuck all that, he fucking ruin my day, and upcoming days. & nevertheless, why the fuck does he get to go emo and make my day shitty??!

Little Somethings.

"If everything was everything but everything is overEverything could be everything if only we were olderGuess its just a silly song about youAnd how I lost youAnd your brown eyesIn ur brwn eyesI was feelin lowCause the brown eyesAnd you never knowGot some brown eyesBut a soft faceI knew that it was wrongSo baby..turn the record onPlay that song" Lady Gaga.


I'm left speechless and thoughtless,
Are you going to treat me like this,
I'm human and I felt the emptyness,
I'm not a mannequin not a tease,
Six a.m. the clock shows,
What are you doing,
Are you watching tv shows,
Or maybe sleeping peacefully snoring,
That's kinda cute,
But it's waste I can't see that,
I'm not really mute,
And I'm not all that,
I keep my feelings unsaid,
I keep them a secret,
The memories never did fade,
Though I lost the locket,
I stay awake thinking,
If you'd forgive what I did and not do,
But that's too much I have to say,
For I lost my rhyme in this.

a totally messed up writing.

Song playing now - Lady Gaga - Nothing else I can say



24 more days to my birthday. Hate it. I hate my birthday =( It's never been really good, then best was last year . 6th november's my dad's birthday, i don't know what he'd want =( and i'll totally cashless these days...

Okay, so the thing is, I sent a really long and complicated email to dude 97 . I'm not sure if what I did was right? But do I look like I care? Well yeah, I look like I fucking care. Well, now i'll have to wait...

LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? !!!

Previously, lust . Addictive, absolutely. Now? I'm gonna have to give a little trust and a lotta love . Who else am I doing this for huh? I don't even know if it's worth it. I'd take a risk, even though it becomes a mistake, the part of picking up the broken pieces is worth an adventure.

P.S. - If you can't get what you want, never give up, at least mess a little with it.


xoxo . little bits.

thoughts of nothings

shit 1.

is it possible that history repeats itself??.. and is it possible to ditch that specific history??..
well.. hate <<>

shit 2.

simple little flirtatious words of lies might be blinded by another and reacts as feelings ; adoration . thats complete shit, a crime literally and socially .

NOTE :

*some text missing . =/

xoxo

LMAO!

HS = not a bestfriend anymore. yeeahh...

p.s. - hahaha.. which is funny.. yeah... i think i hate him.. in some way without any reasons

legally hanging out .

i hanged out with my bestfriend HS . =D
and of course Lene & others.

enough said. tee-hee.

got nothing else to write about. not much thoughts.
lost my simcard! and left my skateboard in HS's car . damn. hahaha.

p.s. - well contented. i think?

XOXO