Little Somethings.

"If everything was everything but everything is overEverything could be everything if only we were olderGuess its just a silly song about youAnd how I lost youAnd your brown eyesIn ur brwn eyesI was feelin lowCause the brown eyesAnd you never knowGot some brown eyesBut a soft faceI knew that it was wrongSo baby..turn the record onPlay that song" Lady Gaga.


I'm left speechless and thoughtless,
Are you going to treat me like this,
I'm human and I felt the emptyness,
I'm not a mannequin not a tease,
Six a.m. the clock shows,
What are you doing,
Are you watching tv shows,
Or maybe sleeping peacefully snoring,
That's kinda cute,
But it's waste I can't see that,
I'm not really mute,
And I'm not all that,
I keep my feelings unsaid,
I keep them a secret,
The memories never did fade,
Though I lost the locket,
I stay awake thinking,
If you'd forgive what I did and not do,
But that's too much I have to say,
For I lost my rhyme in this.

a totally messed up writing.

Song playing now - Lady Gaga - Nothing else I can say



24 more days to my birthday. Hate it. I hate my birthday =( It's never been really good, then best was last year . 6th november's my dad's birthday, i don't know what he'd want =( and i'll totally cashless these days...

Okay, so the thing is, I sent a really long and complicated email to dude 97 . I'm not sure if what I did was right? But do I look like I care? Well yeah, I look like I fucking care. Well, now i'll have to wait...

LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? LOVE OR LUST? !!!

Previously, lust . Addictive, absolutely. Now? I'm gonna have to give a little trust and a lotta love . Who else am I doing this for huh? I don't even know if it's worth it. I'd take a risk, even though it becomes a mistake, the part of picking up the broken pieces is worth an adventure.

P.S. - If you can't get what you want, never give up, at least mess a little with it.


xoxo . little bits.

thoughts of nothings

shit 1.

is it possible that history repeats itself??.. and is it possible to ditch that specific history??..
well.. hate <<>

shit 2.

simple little flirtatious words of lies might be blinded by another and reacts as feelings ; adoration . thats complete shit, a crime literally and socially .

NOTE :

*some text missing . =/

xoxo

LMAO!

HS = not a bestfriend anymore. yeeahh...

p.s. - hahaha.. which is funny.. yeah... i think i hate him.. in some way without any reasons

legally hanging out .

i hanged out with my bestfriend HS . =D
and of course Lene & others.

enough said. tee-hee.

got nothing else to write about. not much thoughts.
lost my simcard! and left my skateboard in HS's car . damn. hahaha.

p.s. - well contented. i think?

XOXO

monday blues

3.15am

whoa. sha came over in the morning while i was asleep. she woke me up anyways. she went away in a minute. anyways by summarizing the story, she got away with a dirty little act. *rolls eyes.
i called in sick for kh class. oh gawd. thats because i slept at 4 sumthing. however i felt the guilt.
nothing much to say today.

p.s. - hopefully the hols would be interesting. as far as i know. tomorrow's the day i've gotta finish all the shitty chores. urgghh..

(a huge huge one) XOXO

7.06pm

fucking bored. stuck at home. fucking chores. still undone.

things i've never tried but wanna try . ?

- go to the skatepark late night. like really late.

- go on a roadtrip

- and some others i cudnt think of right now. .

no more xoxos . hate my mood now.