(playing "hey jude-the beatles} [i must b crazy to b interested in this song but its absolutely addictive!..today, well actually yesterday, clownfish, he.. texted me! (gawsshh i shudnt b that excited) anyways his dumb excuse, not saying i dont believe, for his day longs reply is due to insufficient phone credits. *rolls eyes. i asked him to get me a few cds, hope he'll get 'em for me, but i seriously doubt that he'll get it, i know it. i like the new singer marie digby!.. she rocks!.. she has good lyrics.. super meaningful ones.. i think i'm going to fail my maths. dang..! i really really hope i get pass maths!.. it's one of my greatest failure in studies. i just can't seem to understand maths. nevermind the history, it's so boring.. hmmm.. i don't mean to say that i'm all over sane, but why are some people so weird, think that they're right even though they're wrong, it just looks so stupid. yikes!.. all i wanna do now is most probably to get through with my studies and hopefully leave this disgusting place..

p.s. - for the record, i'm confused?

hmmm.. stupid arshhholishtic clownfish. just say "i dun wanna b frens with u anymore" is waayy better than ignorance and surprises outta a sudden then ignorance.. damn..damn..damned.

p.s.- nothing.

hmm.. i hate clownfish.

he only calls me when he's bored shitless,
but for i who's dumb i couldn't care less,
and he ignores and disappears when he's with her,
but in my reality there's way no other,
i doesn't understand the puzzle he's making,
and all the non-advantages he's taking,
is he having his revengeance for last summer,
when i was having all the sweet times shimmer,
now he's leaving me hopeless and mindless,
lying on this cement ground useless,
i can't forget and i can't cry,
all i have is thoughts and how i try,
and the lies and bullshit he said,
and bits of the phonebills he had paid,
that's all he had ever sacrificed,
to prevent him self from getting bored,
this is all i have to say,
and miseries i have to pay.

p.s. - it explains all.