monday blues

3.15am

whoa. sha came over in the morning while i was asleep. she woke me up anyways. she went away in a minute. anyways by summarizing the story, she got away with a dirty little act. *rolls eyes.
i called in sick for kh class. oh gawd. thats because i slept at 4 sumthing. however i felt the guilt.
nothing much to say today.

p.s. - hopefully the hols would be interesting. as far as i know. tomorrow's the day i've gotta finish all the shitty chores. urgghh..

(a huge huge one) XOXO

7.06pm

fucking bored. stuck at home. fucking chores. still undone.

things i've never tried but wanna try . ?

- go to the skatepark late night. like really late.

- go on a roadtrip

- and some others i cudnt think of right now. .

no more xoxos . hate my mood now.

changing times

he's my best friend but was my ex boyfriend. but a best friend is who he should actually be, and always meant to be. haha. see changing parts wasnt so bad. sometimes you just gotta take a risk cause its worth it.
went to gurney today. cleared my thoughts after a half and hour drive with unknown loud music. pretty awesome. but im nervous about tomorrow!! gonna meet some new peeps and some old peeps. but. gawd. i wish im admitted to the hospital so i dont needa go, im way to excited.

p.s. - cultures varies? i dont think so. more of people & personality varies.

xoxo

finally something sane.

12.49am.

*laughs sinfully. finally. finally something that feels like me. so the thing was. i asked my exboyfriend out. wow. so lame ish. and then. before that some weird rich brat asked me out. i thought my saturday would be ruined by him. butbutbut!!!... woohoo *flings bra virtually reaction. my ex boyfriend accepted my invitation. wallah! i hope he makes my saturday less lame. been stuck in the house for whole 5 damned days already. needa go out!!.. its so fucking bored!.. oh yeah. feeling ecstatic. hopefully it wudnt be a lame saturday. hopefully!!.. haha.

p.s. - i hope he's not hooked. or else i'd be going emo for being a bitch later on!!.. but he didnt mention so im not making a crime.

since ages i've blogged.

"when the night come. we can stay in bed. what can be talked about and its better left unsaid" (another of my puzzle piece)

im gonna write about the months that werent written down.

beginning of september. this girl accidently ditched this guy whom she assumed didn't did anything to her that wud've broken her heart. so anyways. she got into skateboarding. and then she met this dude. well actually dudes. but lets just start with dude number one. he was all nice and shit at the beginning but. in the end, he's just plain boring and shit, and likes to make a lot of assumptions when he doesnt know anything. and lets just say he's also annoying.
chapter 2. then the other guy's a clandestine. ok so skip this chapter.
chapter 3. ditched the guy number one. and thinking back about the ex boyfriend, that's just so lame of her. yeah. she's some stupid freak who has so many junk up her head. but she thinks probably the ex boyfriend's already hooking up with someone else. now.. she's thinking of going out another new guy this saturday, or skip that and go out with the ex. but the thing is that the ex havent replied her invitationn yet. thats a whole lot of confusion. pity her, not. haha.

thats partially the story of a girl.

p.s. - playlist addictions. songs > anarbor - where the wild things are.
ashlee simpson - (lots of her songs)
the academy is...- song about a girl
katy perry - self inflicted
katy perry - waking up in vegas
(and some others)


xoxo. its always a clandestine.