NO!!!........... =( I forgot to go gurney~ Shyt!.. >.<
Anyway.. I think by now, i fcking trust horoscopes, they are so spookily true!~
AAWWWW.. something's spinning around my mind~~ =(
it's such a clandestine!!.. damn..
hint : gives the mr neoh's kl trip more of a meaning.. lalalala~~ (skip subject)
i can't believe this is happening to me!! (subject unchanged) -.-
oh well!.. whatever. i'm such an idiot!!.. weirdo freak!!.. >.<''
shit!.. damn!!.. oh gawdd!!...

Gawdd. Worst day ever.Morning, nothing special. As usual Mr. Zayzan insulted me. Ok. Then lunch. Mr. last summer came, for i dont know what reason, and i was caught up in an embarassing act (choking on chocolate wafers). gawsh. Then i took an afternoon nap when i got home, but when i woke up, i got migranes. Like seriously, serious migranes. i cant stand any longer, but i could try getting a good sleep. fuck'ed up day!!.. gawsshhhh...

Hm. I didn't go to school today, for too darn simple reason, i was SICK. As in really. Sorethroat, super hate it. Hm. Sucks.

Played & spectated in counterstrike source, last night, until 4.30 am. It was pretty much bearable, wasn't sleepy at all, but woke up at 7am later for school, and that's really horrible. Felt headaches and moody the whole day, pretty much. Had tug-o-war at 2pm after lunch, equaivalent to free lessons til 3.30pm. Dignity or ignorance? Or both? Or arrogance?.. =\ That despised lad, to describe.. hmm, arrogant??.. Or is it me who's maintaining my dignity? Couldn't care less, I am who I am, and certainly, I wouldn't change for someone who ain't worth no care. Amazingly I wasn't annoyed much by the class or so, but still get this icky fuggly moody feeling. I seriously hate this sentence, overused by my mates, "Hey, you straightened your hair??". Well definitely not! But I'd like them to think what they want to think because the reality, it's hair rebonding, and for them, needless to know. 3.30pm, was patiently or perhaps not so patiently waiting for my transport, and suddenly I saw my RIVAL! Or more like, she think's I'm her rival or sowhatever, ain't worth worrying bout that, cause I don't giv a 'FISHING DAM SHEET" about it. Moreover, I'd more likely to tell her one day, " What's wrong with you?? You're exactly like a total f'ed up retard, trying to be dramatic aye? but you're not! you're overreacting and so immature!!.. What has gotten in to you??". Skip that topic, talking bout that bitch with her "STARE! STARE!" eyes, just make me wanna puke!.. Anyway, after dinner, I got online and you might have just guessed it, "the so last summer" lad was online. And strangely, we talked bout ass/butts! Weird. And there he goes with the runaway reply at the end "BRB". And needless to say, there was no "back". Totally lame. Whatever. Pft!.. *rolls eyes. If I could go one thing if this was all fiction, I'd really like to end the fictitious story with, "So at the end, the girl (me) flush down guy (mr so last summer) into the toilet drains! (uhh.. of no return?)"

Woke up early this morning. Went for tuition without being late. Paid fees. After tuition, came home, watched movie, " The Water Horse ". Quite interesting indeed. Evening later. Log on to my MSN. Guess what? The really strange/weird lad was online and he chatted with me. How awkward but only for a while. Apart from that, since few weeks ago of exchanging comments, the dumb fuckwit never replied!!.. That's extremely exasperating!.. I mean, i dont know. Whatever.

Another Saturday. Went to MBS Gathering '08. Urghh!~ Totally sucks. Woke up at 7 something and reached there on time. Raymond scolded me for not wearing a belt! What the fish?!.. ANYWAY, it's so bored over there, and the music is so LOUD!.. So it was here that was frustrating me. Hmm.. This goes, Vian asked me to drop her back on the way. I PROMISED her because it was convenient, but came along the 3 brothers. They requested me to drop them in Gurney. Well you see.. I just say yes, cause I thought the car would've enough slots, more over I didn't have any EXCUSES on my mind!!.. Darn! Then I guessed Vian thought that it would be too stuffy in the car, so she called up her parents!.. I think she was quite upset 'bout it!.. GOD!!.. I feel so BAD!!!.. Urgh!~ Today sucked. 2 words to describe.

P.S. - I seriously don't know why some people are DESPERATES. & some are so UNPREDICTABLE. Am i talking about the same person's personality?.. Maybe. Gosh!!.. GET OUTTA MA HEAD MAN FRIGGIN' LOSER!! IT'S BEEN about 9 friggin' months, dude!!!.. HOW COULD THIS POSSIBLY STILL HAUNT ME!! obssesion? so NOT. =\

ADDICTED___ to skyesweetnam's - scary love. =\
woke up at 5pm.sucks. no one's at home. weird.
war museum, 2 days ago was somewhat freaky..
shall nt ever ever intend to go there again.
sejarah folio ; like whatever..